I am going to fall in love again with motherhood when she returns. Then she is going to leave. I know she needs to do this. My heart will still break. A year or so lat.

أن تعتاد الفقد يعني أن تهمس لك الحياة أغنية بلحن ممل كنت قد سمعته قبل ذلك ألف مرة تمام ا كما تهمس عشيقة لعشيقها كلام الحب حفظ ا وتلقين ا. وتلتفت و أنت شاعر بالفراغ وت عطيها ظهرك وتتركها تردد ما ت ردد بنفسها ولنفسها تمام ا كما يفعل هو.

Nowadays the sun wakes the bearer up with an usual dismal manner , the days are not anymore happier , sober as the bearer must say. Sad days are the bad days the bearer heard all gatherings the bearer thought did not bring any more gay . What are these things happening? Is it happening for some reason? If there is some reason then why is the bearer so away that the bearer find herself lost at some way. Difficult to find herself, difficult to recollect.