I have decided to start password protecting some of my blog entries. If you want the password, please e-mail me. I may, or may not, have my first breastfeedin.

This site is to speak the truth about adoption, unveil the lies and expose the secret. When I found my daughter I went through many years of discovery. I regained memories that had been pushed out for a long time and was plunged deep into the grief that losing ones baby brings. I did my best at trying to build a friendship with her but was not successful.

Friday, May 24, 2013. Come on my blogger friends I know you all want to show this baby some love. Friday, May 18, 2012. Thursday, July 14, 2011. Today is one month until your 19th birthday. What am I doing? Links to this post. Thursday, April 22, 2010. I am so torn right now. 4 months, and he will be 18. What should I do? Links to this post.

My home, my blog, my opinions. I will not post any pro-adoption comments. This is not a forum for debate. Wednesday, July 25, 2012. I have long known that you are not real, but, since I am entering my second childhood, I am going to suspend disbelief for a bit. I have a long list for you and I urge you to hurry because much of this needs to be done BEFORE the holidays. They are sending the world to hell in a hand basket in the name of the almighty .

It is Always in the Undercurrents. I have been rejected by my daughters adoptive family after being promised an open adoption. My door is open to you always, Emily. Tuesday, April 29, 2008. I am going through and deleting my email gmail account. If anyone knows how to do it.

Some stuff you may or may not know about me. November 3, 2007 by Im Thinking Now. 8230;to another cyber address.