In memory of my daughter Zia Sarai Joseph. By This Little Light of Mine. Six years ago while I was pregnant with my first child, my son, Brady , there was a point where I thought he was a girl and we were going to name him Zia. I kept a pregnancy journal at that time which is now a sort of. Journal for my son to read when he gets older. By This Little Light of Mine. Dreams, thoughts, how am i? So I did what I.

Celebrating a life; gaining courage to live. Follow Granting Courage on WordPress. My King of Great Courage. Losing Lucy and Finding Hope. I wonder though, is it true that they all can not exist at the same time? Must we constantly shut out the past to make room for the future? Or, is it possible for our hearts to expand and allow these two to exist simultaneously.

Capture your grief day 5. Daily I mourn many things. I mourn the loss of Daisy, the loss of a life we almost had and our situation with infertility. Not a single day has passed where this grief has not been at the forefront of my mind. There is no escape or end.