Thursday, December 17, 2009. Saturday, December 12, 2009. I love the colour of these earrings. I always think the Queen must wear this colour a lot. Not only does it have that cold ethereal look to it but it denotes royalty as well. So she can get it all in one look. Thursday, December 10, 2009. Friday, December 4, 2009.

When I was growing up my parents told me that they beat me because they loved me. Wednesday, February 24, 2016. These words scare me to death. This poor old place sat empty for 4 years after being abused by an alcoholic owner. It needed so much love and attention that no-one in their right mind wanted it.

As are people in general. I wish I was an actual human, but that is a completely different post. I love my mediaeval life, it is so much more suited to me, less based on socialising, more skills based and more structured. I am a competent woman, and a confident one when in my medieval garb. It was my birthday last weekend too. Friends made it a very good birthday.

Black dogs and an English woman. Wednesday, 21 December 2011. Tuesday, 13 December 2011. See what I mean? I read a book and I liked it.

8230;but thinking of starting a new blog. Fresh starts and all that. I was almost-recovered and hence completely forgot to update. But since beginning treatment for PTSD, I am now not-very-recovered-at-all and so thinking it might help to start writing again.

Our healing and changes do not happen in steps like a ladder. They happen in spirals and layers SARK. I will do the important part first so that nobody misses it. Despite some withdrawal symptoms in t.

Sporadic outbursts from my chaotic mind.

Monday, August 19, 2013. Saturday, February 9, 2013. Sunday, April 8, 2012. My last 6 months-ish- IM BACK-for catch-up.