This is my story of my voyage with my Co-Writer, My Higher Power to sobriety via the internet. It was here that I reclaimed my life. You have your own voyage to plot, your own stars to follow whether you choose my path or choose another with AA, or with one of the many fine addiction treatment centers. The important thing is that you do what you can. Wednesday, March 21, 2018. 1 As always, my sobriety. 2 A faith in something bigger than me.

How I Secretly Quit My Secret Habit of Secretly Drinking. Photographic Evidence of Life After Alcohol. A Secret Code and Good Things for You.

A blog about quietly getting sober. I have a new blog over there, plus some help and advice pages.

In the years before I quit drinking I tried to create the perfect. Life I ate according to rules. And I drank and drank and drank even though I wanted to quit. So, please, read this. And forget the diets, quitting smoking, sugar and or pop cleanses. At least for the first 5 years. Do you know the poem. Makes sandwich, puts clothes in dryer. Oh hey, that was fast! .

My quest for an alcohol free life. Wednesday, 5 August 2015. Who would have thought? It really does make a difference; being AF for such a lot of days. I am so glad I am doing this, have nearly done it. But I have to confess, the thought of drinking at the end of my 100 days does pop into my mind from time to time. But I just push them away for now.

Finding my way out of the onion patch. I have given birth to a whole new way of life. A way of life that always seemed impossible or meant for other more disciplined people. I read everything I could about sobriety and recovery and how people manage.

Living without alcohol, living again. 8211; yearly flooding of the Nile. 8211; 1769 Napoleon Bonaparte is born. 8211; 1939 my mother is born. 8211; 1945 Japan surrenders after Hiroshima and Nagasaki are destroyed. 8211; 1961 East-Germany starts building the Berlin Wall. Several days later she died.

Because I have better things to do. I wanted to stop waking every morning full of self-loathing. I wanted to feel good enough, clear enough to make rational decisions. To walk my dogs, make new friends, build a real life. It seemed like a short and do-able list. Reading it reminded me of my desperate desire for sobriety and the d.

Last week SC emailed me with a suggestion of a book some of you may find helpful in understanding yourselves or others.

Any ideas, tips and advice is gratefully welcomed xxx. 3 Comments on How do I deal with the shame of the past? Did I make a fool of myself? What must people think.