A Dutch Woman Blogs in English. The past few weeks have been rather eventful with things needing to be worked out for my day activities. Not that anything concrete has come out of it yet, but today, I am hopeful that something will. Then suddenly, I am a precocious seven-year-old.

Sunday, 10 April 2016. Therapy, dissociation, progress, lack of progress. Another thing I use to try and help sometimes is smelling salts.

I write for those women who do not speak, for those who do not have a voice because they were so terrified, because we are taught to respect fear more than ourselves. For some reason I just stopped blogging. I think I just got so caught up in life. So much has changed in my life. My alters are still as silly as ever. C is still living her.

Curated PTSD resources by Sarah E. 2010 Best PTSD Resources for Trauma Survivors Pt 1. This is just the beginning of a lot of new collated resources for trauma survivors! July 15, 2015.

Moving to my own apartment. i wont say where here but im excited. without my mom to tell me what to do. and where i can put my feet up. We started something new today. we are already on the tablets. we are going to taper down off the pills. then we will be on once a month shots. the shots to start are 50mg but may go up or down.