Musings of a not so good Christian. Falling down, getting up by Grace alone. Having gone to sleep around 10 pm the previous night, I awake with a feeling of dread. I went to sleep without turning on the election results because I knew. Do you know what it feels like to not to know who you are? I do I subjected myself to the whim of everyone. There is an idiom .

Meanderings and musings on and off a Spiritual path. It was made popular in the movie Mary Poppins.

Emotions unclasped, tolerance lost. Faint hearts, hurtful thoughts. Remember how it was? We were inseparable,. Hearts pined for the other,. When we swore our love. How did this come to be? Or was it your docile and. Did we get played for a fool? We were good for each other. Too good to be true. But the vein of insecurity ran deep.

And by the way, who am I? January 13, 2017. Eventually, I learned from the Bible that our growth in Christ is a slow growth. 8220; First a leaf blade pushes through, then the heads of wheat are formed, and finally the grain ripens. I concluded that perfect obedience was not as important to God as it was to me. Perfect obedience must come through learning and learning takes time. 8220;Do you wonder why God has to make it so hard on you? You yourself must e.