Sunday, January 7, 2018. From the Comfort of Home.

So apologies, but this is going to be a long one! I remember every detail so vividly around this time. That was my last evening at home without my little lady. I settled into life on the ward quite nicely. The food was pretty atrocious, but the.

A Little Bit More Life, Laughter, Love and Everything Inbetween! A Little Bit More. Life, Laughter, Love and Everything Inbetween! August 13, 2015. Busier than I would like, but still glad we went. That was the view we woke up to each day. I have not run the faucet for more tha.

My account of pregnancy and loss from the wrong side of the statistics. It was music to my ears! July 19, 2015. So how is the bump? Quite noticeabl.

I just knew I was going to go in labor during the snowstorm. 24 hours earlier I had been having painless Braxton Hicks contractions all day long. I had had them before, but never for more than an hour. All day my belly would get tight, then release, hinting that it was getting prepared for some major action. The day of the snowstorm I woke up at 6 am with serious lower back cramps. We arrived and I trudged.

And the anatomy scan! On He is here 3. On He is here 3. On He is here 3. On He is here 3. On He is here 3. And the anatomy scan! On He is here 3. On He is here 3. On He is here 3. On He is here 3. On He is here 3.

My Journey as a Traditional Surrogate. Well sad news first thing this morning. My clinic has decided that they are not comfortable doing the IUI for traditional surrogacy. They are more than happy to do all of my prenatal care though once I conceive. I really do understand their POV though. Even with the lawyers and contract they want to protect themselves and that is totally their choice.

A story of loss, life, and not understanding why. The system is a very broken thing. I knew the system was broken before we became foster parents. I was not prepared for how broken it actually is. I have a feeling I am going to be walking into an ambush and the kids will be removed from our home shortly. I have a very bad feeling. I never thought we were doing something wrong or starting trouble. The wellbeing of the children has been our priority since day one.

The big day is here! Come on out Baby R- we cant wait to meet you! My breastfeeding journey is over. I feel like a failure all over again. PSA- just buy the gas drops.