I just went back and read my very first blog post. It feels like it was a million years ago. Are you kidding me? I got pregnant with the one good embryo we were able to produce after three IVFs? Are you kidding me? Are you kidding me? Are you kidding me? I never.

Infertility, fertility treatment and pregnancy after IVF. I guess the real reasons behind my non-blogging is to be found somewhere else. Part of it is quite possibly to do with the fact that I never intended to write a parenting blog and still have no desire to do so. But there is something else, some other underlying issue more significant still. The bearable heaviness of being.

After two years and two IVFs, I am finally pregnant! Thursday, 11 July 2013. If Emily was still here. If Emily was still here the world would turn more freely. If Emily was still here we would be a whole family. If Emily was still here we would be celebrating today. Wednesday, 12 June 2013. Round 2 - here we go again. And 8 cycles of trying down the.

I love being a twin. In general I think twins are great. However, the thing that has been freaking me out most since I found out I was having twins was that these ones are identical. That whole sharing DNA thing is going to stay with them forever. That programme, The Secret Life .

Everything and Anything Gossip for New Moms. Wednesday, May 22, 2013. As a mom, do you ever stop and listen to the rule you are implementing to only think. did I really just say that? I have caught myself saying. When did these type of ludicrous things start coming out of my mouth? When I had a toddler that became obsessed with Toy Story! .