12 holiday seasons have passed since I learned the truth, 10 since I left the crazy circle of lies, double speak and denial. I remember how attached I was back then to trying to keep everything as close to the same for the kids as possible. My hope is that if you are in a similar situation and living a lie to keep the family together- no matter how dysfunction.

We will separate soon, God bless the kids. He wants to hurt himself. He sent me this email this morning,. I am committed to all the steps, and to continuing to work on myself. With S and in program and with you and the kids.

Living life with someone with sex addiction. My partners a sex addict. My partners a sex addict. My desire now is to feel happiness again, each morning I open my eyes and my first thought is sex addiction and its my last thought before bed. I want to feel happy. I want to feel hope. I want to look forward to the future instead of being afraid.