I sometimes wonder if I even know what it is to love. I think back to my childhood loves. the crooked smile, eyes shining when we caught sight of one another. The familiarity and feeling of home,. The absent-minded awareness of his habits, like biting the skin around his nails. The vise around my chest when separated too long,. That feeling of having my breath sucked and knocked out of me,. As I gulped his scent all the same. I am moved by my memories. If it is now gone.

Truly mindless ramblings about my life as a mom, wife and other fun stuff. A day all about Lola. This meeting was just to see whether or not she will be a client so maybe nothing will come of it, which I will be so fine with. Lola is going to day camp every afternoon this week.

The Life of a Single Parent. My kids are almost grown up and so with more freedom I have to learn to find my way in the world again. Not that I ever did know my way. Under The BIG blue Sky. Friday, July 19, 2013. Rodney - a personal tribute.