Monday, 15 December 2008. This could be the start of something new. And everyone seems to be into twilight. Thursday, 11 December 2008. I cant believe u sang this song. You are my sunshine,my only sunshine,. You make me happy,when skies are grey,. You never know dear,how much i love you,. 18 on 3rd May; eurasian with messed up heritage.

Posted by YoutiaO in Uncategorized. Yes, as the title suggests, it has been an amazing and ridiculously long time since I blogged. But I have decided to write something here just out of plain boredom. For those who are stucked like myself, we can only hope we are free from injuries and less outfields! Haha hopefully that day comes sooner than later.

Something that was once my all. has slowly shifted, other things has slowly replaced it. Has that something been fully replaced? I dare not find out and i dont want to find out. Still believe if you dont do sth you will probably regret more than doing it. 2 hours of emo songs and the rain. why do i do what i do. Has it been a year? Certain songs keep playing in my head, certain people that keeps coming to my mind.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008. I have been fucked up. Dont hold my hand just as yet. I havent earned it but yet i want you to. I want to be hurt to feel the pain. I hurt you so much. I take this oath today to change myself and be. I still wanna tell you. Sunday, August 24, 2008. If you cant say it to me straight in my face. If you cant punch me in my face. If you cant do anything to me. Cause in the end if you do. You might just find yourself. Having breakfast through a straw.

strong warm winds that make trees shake. I also question myself all the time, is this the guy that i want to bring home to make known to my relatives? On anothe.