Wallowing in my own self pity. I am getting poorer though. That is a huge motivator though. I truly cannot afford to drink. But do I anyway? Yeah, silly question. Thanks for hanging with me through all this. Anyone still out there? .

This gentleman was one of the russian generals fighting French army during Borodino battle. I highly suspect that I am just not doing the search correctly, but I just cannot hit on his detailed biography no matter how hard I try. There are plenty of russian and french sources about Borodino, but this guy is not the most famous one apparently and I just want to do a head desk.

Mdash; Leave a comment. The first book in the series of five starts at the beginning. A group of Gods create the world and everything in it.

I am an Orthodox Christian going through this life, treating each day as a learning experience about the one needful thing. You at least are honest. thank you for it means much to me. It does take practice but after a while living in faith becomes a natural inclination.

One day it may all make sense.