Monday, September 14, 2009. U2 in the Windy City. Whether they come to me or I go to them, someday I was going to see them. My friend Kristi also had the same idea. Back in May of this year, U2 tickets went on sale and we picked Chicago as the spot to see them.

Saturday, September 26, 2009. Hi, my fellow visitors. I had just change to another blog. Thursday, September 10, 2009. Early in the morning kena cut liao. First two cuts on my right hand is unknown. But they are parallel to each other. Kena what cut ar? Then the second cut on my left index finger. Was dragging the table then suddenly. oucchh! Friday, September 4, 2009. The problem is now solved! The betrayer has been discover.

Discussing purpose, life, darkness, and the in between! Time for a new, raw and honest blog. In the last week I had to be real with myself. As I looked back at my life and how I reacted after trauma I had one pattern. I drank and I drank a lot. The sad thing is I learned very early on how to hide how much of a problem it was, from my mom.