Scottish girl living the Dubai dream and proving there is life after Ed. The Foundation is now live. The Foundation is now live. Originally posted on The Only Way is Up Foundation. So, I am f.

An uncensored timeline of my ongoing struggle with bulimia and acceptance of my sexual identity. along with a coffee addiction. The labyrinth of my mind. My problems hide in numbers. Have your cake and eat it. This content is password protected. Bigger things, well not really, just taking care of myself, which is actually big, I guess.

I think we can all admit that we were more than a little jealous when watching the first Pirates of the Caribbean movie when they were strapping her into that tiny dress. Keira Knightley, despite owing some of her skinniness to having a small frame has a diet plan that just seems to make sense. Keira burns fat with swimming, weight lifting and abs and stretching to increase flexibility.

Somewhere for me to try and motivate myself and others in their thinspiration goals. Well I have finally started to get back on track with things. I joined a couple of weight loss competitions for the month of May as well. I hope that the competitive aspect will help keep me motivated and focused.

Word Vomit It Just Spews From My Mouth. Blatant Abuse of Facebook Photo Sharing. Also, if the photo is already in an album the chances are friends have seen it. For some reason, every time you change your profile back and forth between profile pictures it wants to duplicate the picture. This is an understandable duplication and should not be seen as a spam whore picture posting. Why would you share this with anyone? .

Having an off day, although i didnt eat any junk food at all, i only walked 1km today and i am walking heaps tomorrow with work and going to night markets later so i shouldnt feel so guilty. Is it not basic common sense! November 28, 2011.

Kicking It Eating Disorder Style, Thirties and Beyond Edition. Recovery and ED Musings for those of us swimming through adulthood. And I hate my dress. Everyone will be looking at me and I am going to be like a stuffed sausage and will have to look at all the photos. Facebook will be inundated by photos of me that I hate. I will have no recourse. Wish me luck, friends. Sorry for the rant and the negative talk.

Asymp; Leave a comment. Why am I trying to recover. And probably every anorexic ever has said this but still. Not allowing myself to eat over 100 calories per food item. Not completely giving up recovery, but slowing it down a little. She is going too slow.