This man, Alcée, and I have been spending more time together. He has been there for me through my decision to move to my separate hose. It is nice living on my own. I refuse to be the property of my husband any longer. I would like to thank you for allowing me to come and visit you a while ago. Although you would not let me read the letter from Robert, I enjoyed your song and hearing some of what he wrote.

Is it wrong that I miss him to? A trapped wife and mother. Or does it mean that I took advantage of his trust? November 6, 2013. Get every new post delivered to your Inbox. Build a website with WordPress.

I am about to go to Victors for dinner and maybe after I will take a walk on the beach, or possibly go for a swim. I just need to clear my head and gather my thoughts. Maybe, just maybe, I wont come back. Did she seem to act out of the ordinary near the end of summer? Did she say anything to you about her newfound behavior? I would just l.

I am lost now more than ever! Also neither of them knows of the affair I had while they were away. Should I tell them? Will my husband leave me? I could not handle him leaving me again. If he leaves again, I shall go too. If he will not be with me I have no choice but to be completely free alone at sea for the rest of my life.