Dialog about a fabulous and beautiful existence. There is so much possibility there. But here at home it feels like everything takes so much time and patience, neither of which I have. Read and write blogs and of course, look at pictures of NYC.

Monday, December 29, 2008. Place with loads and loads of food . But i brought beef that was too tough to eat .

In living every day fully and completely. Friday, July 31, 2015. It was another early morning. That means that I have to be careful what I eat before I go in, and that I better eat something when I get out - or I will be flat on the floor.

Love letters to my children. Saturday, April 07, 2012. Yes, I know there are baskets and toys and little plastic eggs filled with goodies. They come from mom and dad. You told them that Santa, in fact, lives in heaven. That did not go over well.

Live like you mean it,love till you feel it. Silver linning on the dark pathway. And realised how complicated stuffs may be. They never seem to fall into place,. Then figure ,might be the best way out. But those thoughts seem so unsettling, so convoluted.