Thursday, August 28, 2014. Who the hell knows at this point. The miraculous stories of couples who have been infertile for so long, suddenly conceiving without any intervention at all, linger at the back of my mind. but then I remember I already used up my pregnancy miracle with Kaia. One cannot have all the riches in the world. I will take mine and be grateful. I miss him, but the missing is now part of the love and I can no longer separate the two.

A blog about pregnancy, infertility, stillbirth, transabdominal cerclage and the business of being alive. And now, all about my angel son Adrian, my daughter Emma and my youngest son Daniel! Sunday, September 17, 2017. I am a person that moves very fast through the day. Why exactly, it is hard to explain. I think that I do it so that at the end of the day I can have a moment to sit down and not move at all. So many reasons to wri.

A journey of faith begun in the midst of loss. I did not understand why she needed to talk about her girl, and I quickly turned the channel because her grief scared me. You just have no idea how this feels until it happens to you.

Baby Via Gestational Carrier Journey. Friday, January 13, 2017. Big changes also happened at the beginning of the New Year as I decided to go back to work full time. The nursing has still .

Tuesday, June 11, 2013. I received a beautiful gift from Allison. I get the sense of what he would have looked like when he was older from it. I ate them on the drive to the appointment where I found out he was gone. Our boy, never forgotten.

Pregnancy and Infant Loss Blog Directory. Providing a current listing of blogs written by moms and dads who have suffered a loss of a child through miscarriage, stillbirth or other infant loss. Sunday, March 24, 2013. I am so sorry to each family that is represented here for your loss. A Lotta Love To Give. Thursday, November 1, 2012.

Take, take, take. Sometimes, I feel like all I do is take from this community. One that I never wanted to be a part of. Yet, I have been welcomed with open arms, supported, not judged. I have received so much. Know that participating is not taking. Sunday, 20 November 2011.

Planning, scheming, hoping and dreaming. my journey to motherhood as a single woman. This mock cycle was successfully executed and the result? A Shadow of My Former Self. The CZ RE was not as impressed and rejected the plan.

Thursday, July 17, 2014. A few years ago, I launched a project called Right Where I Am. Today, the wind blows through the house. The children play in the basement, as the chimes call to them. You will never forget your daughter. I am far from her now. What kind of writer are you? What did you do when Thomas was born? .