I stare deep inside,. Sorting through all my pride. Trying to figure out,. Trying to bring some order,. That I might finally be able to shut the door. I look deeper trying to find,. Why am I holding back,. That have totally blinded my eyes? Its getting harder and harder to see,.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010. Tuesday, December 8, 2009. Thursday, October 29, 2009. I feel like cooking! Almost been a month since my last post! Some of my friends and I are participating in an email recipe exchange.

And we shall come,. Bearing hands that break chains. Hands and tongues bringing freedom. I will flow forth my truth. The yoke that is easy. Break the chains of injustice. Leave the shattered shackles at the altar. Walk forward in freedom, truth, and love. Then will the doors be removed from their hinges. Then revival, then Pentecost. Then the world will know, fall in worship.

Monday, September 20, 2010.

Ramblings about life and motherhood. The most unforgiving and mentally taxing flu that has ever been is definitely the Mom Flu. Nothing especially clever about it. I WANT to cook a healthy meal for my family.

I wanted to be around people who understood how i felt, the hurt and anger in dealing with my dad dying. I remember that phone call with my sister so vividly. I NEEDED to be home with my family, friends and eventually make my way to where I am now. This may be slightly chaotic.

Everything about everything sense last time.

Silliness, Seriousness and Everything in Between. The Best Day of My Life. So, as I lay my head down tonight, thanking the Lord for hearing our prayers for our friends, I will also thank him that suffering is always followed by joy. My heart is so full.