Thursday, April 7, 2016. 4 years of infertility treatments. A surprise positive pregnancy test in a Starbucks bathroom. 8 weeks later, I take the pills that flush the would-be-baby from my body. There was no more heartbeat. May 1 due date means I would have been 37 weeks next week. G-man came just over 37 weeks.

When the egg is willing, but the womb is weak. Tuesday, December 20, 2011. Is anyone still out there? I just wanted to pop on, say hi, wish you all a very joyous holiday, and give you a quick update on my crazy life. I got smacked in the face by bliss, and it dared me to ignore it and settle back into my comfortable misery. Bear with me, interne.

It took over 10 years and many procedures but we finally have our miracle. Tuesday, June 2, 2015. When I opened my Timeh. I had dropped her off at daycare like any other day. She was sweet and cute and smiley. I had been working for about half an hour or so when my cell phone rang. We will name the daycare provider CJ.

Friday, December 30, 2011. I gave birth to a healthy beautiful 9lb. baby boy on October 14th.

I love being a twin. In general I think twins are great. However, the thing that has been freaking me out most since I found out I was having twins was that these ones are identical. That whole sharing DNA thing is going to stay with them forever. That programme, The Secret Life .

Sunday, August 18, 2013. I know I have been a terrible blogger as of late. I think it means it is time to move on from this space. But a quick update, before I go. Last we met, I was thinking of going to the far away clinic to give it one more fresh cycle try. After reviewing the cost, even with our amazing full-coverage insurance, it would have been 15-20k out of pocket. Ouch, right? And with that, our family is complete. My fertility journey is over.