Crying over a stupid shampoo sample. Mostly dark with a few light parts every now and then.

Hills will tell you that you hate running, but hills lie.

Finally Understanding Life As Mani A. A road to my pen. Of tens of bad ideas. On your cheek How my. Bringing the water to my. Mouth to drink the cold it. Flesh onto throat and chest.

My probation will be over on my new job. My daughter is my beneficiary. My life fuck ups have effected her, despite My best efforts and sacrifices. I am so ashamed that she is struggling due to my emotional and financial mistakes.

My lows and highs used to be very extreme and both of them made me pretty dysfunctional.

Sort of not depressed, flirting with mindfulness. Asymp; Leave a comment. The last fortnight has been intensely focused on 2son as he comes closer to accepting the need to move on to a another specialist school, one that can support him up to 25. I had visited this school in November and said I thought it would suit and it has taken 2son up to now to accept that he had to go see it. Asymp; Leave a comment. A Plan, Sort Of. Asymp; Leave a comment.

Quotes that say what I cannot. A Letter to My Unnamed Abuser. The end of an era. In fifteen minutes it will be January 20th. And today as I prepare to go to bed on the last day that Obama is president I realized that this last eight years was the first time that I have lived witho.

Years of self-destructive behavior, a true test of strength and self-discipline. To move requires selling everything and I mean EVERYTHING, .