Mothering parenting resources adoption advocacy infertility support hope. The lovelies are in no way concerned with my late night hi-jinx and prefer that I keep it moving in the am No excuses.

To share or not to share. The good, bad, and ugly. On To share or not to share. My body has been feeling super out of whack th.

God, Love, and Science. Our journey through In Vitro Fertilization. My baby girls were born unexpectedly via c-section on 6-1-2015. I was 34 weeks 1 day pregnant so the girls spent two weeks in the NICU.

Solving the four years of infertility mystery. Published May 11, 2015. I miscarried at 13 weeks. I have never felt pain like this. Published May 4, 2015. We decided to just enjoy ourselves and not talk about baby stuff. It was really nice to see them and to have a distraction while waiting for our results. Today our MFM called us with our preliminary FISH.

The last 4 months have been pretty eventful. And went on the High Roller.

A story of loss, life, and not understanding why. The system is a very broken thing. I knew the system was broken before we became foster parents. I was not prepared for how broken it actually is. I have a feeling I am going to be walking into an ambush and the kids will be removed from our home shortly. I have a very bad feeling. I never thought we were doing something wrong or starting trouble. The wellbeing of the children has been our priority since day one.

8230;trying to survive infertility, IVF and egg donation. 8230;but lots of tears. I have no idea who to credit this to as it came from the vast internet unknown. There are women that become mothers without effort, without thought, without patience or loss and though they are good mothers and love their children, I know that I will be better.

Why start this blog? DH has been wonderful as always about the whole event and took BabyB away from me for that evening and the next morning. Being away from home actually helped and BabyB took my mind of as always.