Monday, May 16, 2011. Sweet, sensitive, caring, loving Michael. But that is what we have come to understand. And come to grow around. First, to be totally clear, neither of us believe that AGP is an addiction. We have simply come to the realization that Michael is addicted to AGP. He litterally trained his brain, over years of practice, to believe that the way that he orgasmed was through AGP fantasy.

Hello, I am a Christian pastor who struggles with this issue. I have accountability partners in real life, but I long for people to vent to and support who are struggling with my same issue.

It has been 2 years and 10 months now without crossdressing. I continue to live sober and somewhat more peacefully. Thank you so much for all of you who have commented since my last post. I really do appreciate your comments, insights and support. Reading them today gave such a refreshing feeling of encouragement! I wish I had been sooner in returning to make sure your comments are shared with all. I can tell you that I am still trying to find .

I have been star-struck by Michelle Pfeiffer since the first time I saw her. I have been a Cher fan but not a fanatic. I have been amused by some, and lusted for others. I think Angeline Jolie as Lara Croft was as lusty a woman as one could ever hope to be.

I while ago I posted a blog asking why things were different this time around. Well, the extended period of dressing is still going on and I still have no explanation. Continue reading A short update.

Sometimes caustic, but always insightful commentary on transgender-related science, sexuality, sociology, psychology and politics. Tuesday, April 19, 2011. And then say they are tr.

Coming to grips with a life colored with emotional and sexual distress.

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The diary and recollections of a recovering sex addict. Id like to ask for an amnesty for the next couple of weeks.