Every betrayal begins with trust. To one, the perfect and ideal date would be dressing up, having candlelight dinner in a fancy restaurant or even going on a romantic stroll along the beach. Well mines slightly different from that. Yup, call me boring. But thats perfect to me. Of Sappy Gooey and Mushy.

Sometimes i wonder how much have changed since i started my NS. Some people say that i have changed for the better while others disagree. I myself felt that i am stagnant, never changing and always the same. Like a rock, unchanging and not moving. Yes physically i am affected by time and nature but my life is the same. What the future may bring me. A life full of fun and laughter? Or maybe one filled with sadness and tears? Why do they do so? Full of contr.

Monday, April 12, 2010. Its been mths tat i nvr update my blog. it is time for me to keep update my blog like the old times aitex? Hmm well my blog is for me to luah kn all my feelings. ill update soon when im free wif pics and stories kk. Thursday, January 28, 2010. Moving to a new life. Trying to release all the thoughts. So i think of finding a leather shoe for my 2nd job.