My heart felt broken and all I could do was try to focus on something or anything else. As the day went on there were like two more pregnancy announcements on Facebook. I started stalking the Facebook pages of some other friends to see if there might .

A blog about infertility and my journey to join the Pudding Club. In IVF Diary Vol I. Back bay national wildlife refuge. Progesterone 1ml, vivelle dot estrogen patches 0.

The highs and lows of a child psychologist dealing with infertility. I feel paranoid, verging on the brink of sanity. I realise how dramatic this sounds. I am extremely in touch with reality and therefore unlikely to actually lose the plot, but I am definitively losing perspective. 1 I always thought my purpose here on earth was to be a mom. 3 I miscarried even with donor eggs. When will this end? July 21, 2015.

Recently over the last week or so I have been really struggling over doing IVFx2. This is probably not the best way to feel going into an upcoming IVF cycle, I know, but I am just being honest. And while I may never feel p.

The one with the timeline. The one with the glucose test. She was finally able to this time and everything is looking good.

We took the holidays to just pretend none of this is happening.