His Affair and My stolen year. He asked and bugged me a lot.

Recovering from the Devastating Effects of Infidelity. Happy 18th Wedding Anniversary to Us! I kind of dreaded this day just a little bit. Tonight he has a special something planned. I have no idea where we are going or what we are doing but he has had it planned for weeks now. This makes my heart happy, because this time last year he let it go by without an acknowledgement. I feel like he is making up for lost time. Kind of makes my heart swoon a little. So happy anniversary to us! May 31, 2015.

Moments from finding out my husband had cheated on me, we clung to each other. It was an act of survival for both of us. Neither of us knowing what to do. We held on to one another as if our lives depended on it. Which is actually the truth. I recently spoke to a woman that gave her husband her kidney.

On long solo road trips, I enjoy turning the radio up and singing along. Today I plugged in my phone and chose Abba, thinking I needed something bright and fun for this drive.

A journey through the end of a marriage. What does that say about me? But today I just want to be carefree.

That should warn you about the content of this post, lol. Had a night out last night. Who is not a good drinker. Who I have clashed with in the past. Who I thought I had mended things with. But we are supposed to be grownups.

No question, they are what keep me going.

Eighteen months since D-day and I can still be an emotional disaster. Things are okay, as well as can be expected. Does anyone else find themselves looking at events in their marriages with new perspectives? February 10, 2015.

And I am well amused.

Are you a customer or a provider, or both? At the florist company, all those years ago, we used a hairdryer. The company I am with now? Uses a machine that warms up completely, and we place what we are shrink-wrapping inside. The trick is to keep the special plast.