This is another guest post by my husband, M. Of course it is important to realize that we are still a long way from adopting. We first have to finish the home study which will take months, and we need to write our profile or dear birthmother letter. After that the long wait begins. But we are now officially started! October 13, 2014. This is a guest post by my husband.

So what led to this drastic change and canceling our trip you ask? Hmm well as all you fellow IF friends know, even when you are taking a break, it is always on the back of your mind. Should I really be taking a break? I am wasting time! July 8, 2013.

A journey can help you find yourself. 8230;for we shall always live by remembering. I guess I thought I could just plow through this somehow, but the reality is the memories of creating that room for our boys will always live on, and to think that I can no longer go in there and write to them is hard. I do not know, that is what I want to work on next. I wish all of you pe.