My rollercoaster ride to maternal bliss! February 16, 2015.

And that brought on a huge huge huge ball of tears. , I still havent wrapped my head around this, i sometimes get up in panic thinking this is all a dream. Did any one of you ever feel scared out of your wits? Ever read something and get convinced that its going to happen to you. Make up ur mind that things will go wrong because u simply did not deserve to get ur dream? Just about there . Thankfully after a sweet drink and .

My honest account of life with recurrent pregnancy loss. Hello again blog world! March 8, 2015. Less than a month to go. 23 weeks and all is well. First, we entered the second trimester! It worked, and we heard her little .

I am officially full term! Now the waiting begins.

IVF , DREAMS, THOUGHTS. I wanted to come on and apologize for my absence and just briefly fill you guys in. I am currently in my 2WW and its been dreadful. I will later fill you in on my antagonist cycle. But as of today I am 8dp5dt. 8211; dark brown spotting.

Nothing soothes my sniffles and sore throat like a hot bowl of wonton soup. Chinese takeout, puppy snuggles, and some movies with the husband will hopefully do the trick. I like mine better though.

Warum, wieso, weshalb. Life is strange and beautiful. Ich mag das Leben sehr! So traurig es auch ist, aber ich bin mit meiner Situation nicht allein. Ja ich denke sogar, dass ich ja noch Glück habe. Es gibt eine klare diagnostizierte Ursache. Ich bin sehr gespannt auf das was kommt und drücke hier regelmäßig fest die Daumen für alle anderen mit! Life is strange and beautiful. Meine Krankenkasse vor Ort hat die Hausnummer 13. Ich werde dieses Jahr 31. Uns war immer klar, das.

Who knows if anyone will read or see this but after abandoning this blog over 12 months ago I thought I should pop back in and finish my story. I had a baby! My little girl is just over four months old and is utterly, completely and overwhelmingly fantastic. An actual dream come true.