A tale of a Christian, Wife and Mother who has never done things traditionally. How Are You Doing Today? August 10, 2015. How are you doing today? Can you count the number of times someone has asked you that today? How about the number of times you asked someone else? It is a common phrase that we use daily. You hear it from the cashier at a store, the server at a restaurant, the teller at a bank, and the list goes on. How are you doing today? This is just ponderings in this.

Life has been SUPER CRAZY the last 3-4 months. So much so that it feels hard to catch my breath some days. I have been secretly struggling for awhile. I went from a truckload of feelings to almost none at all. I should talk to my doctor about that for sure. I struggle every single day to see the light. Is the light there anymore? I just want to breathe.

For I know his hello is temporary. Sadly, my goodbye is just a story. What Am I To You? Am I the rainbow after the rain. But a maybe, a sometimes, even a once in a lifetime? Because I am not your sun nor your moon. Nor the rotation of the earth. I am not something permanent. Or an affair that happens constantly. There are times you need me.