Mother and daughter separated by closed adoption, reunited since 2005, working our way out of the fog and into reality. Monday, October 12, 2009. Friday, October 9, 2009. One of my adoptee friends, Andraya, wrote this on her facebook page. She claims she spent 5 minutes writing it. For stream-of-consciousness writing, this gets an A in my book. And something to chew on. I can list off a thousand reasons why I am simply, not good enough. My mother and I are.

The ramblings of a 33-year-old woman who started trying to become a mom 7 years ago. Saturday, September 28, 2013. Thursday, September 12, 2013.

I have thought about shutting this down. I try to keep up with crafts and crochet to keep myself sane. I take my ques from Supergirl. She wanted a visit in August, which worked out well since I was heading out of town the next day to visit an old friend. Well, my ex fiancee. I just seem to go on and some days it appears to be harder and harder to write. I can only continue and be myself.

Sunday, October 18, 2009. It has been a long time since I blogged. There are several reasons why I quit. The main reason being that in July I got really sick and am now starting to get healthy again finally. Blogging or even checking on other blogs was not on the list of things that I felt like doing during this sickness. How do I feel about this? This stil.