A Friend By Your Side. My Personal World War 3. Projection, Emotional Reasoning, Avoidance and Splitting. Seeking a Nurturing Environment and Borderline Personality Disorder. Ancient time portal wordpress templates. Places of help and support.

The reality of self harm. With tags a new one just begun. I burnt the suicide notes I had prepared. Paranoia is at an all time high. I am going to do 2016. I saw one of those annoying self care lists earlier. I was in fact, in the midst of a session. Self harm is my self care.

Psychiatric Hospital Experience Part 1. Please Subscribe, Thanks! October 25, 2016. Schizoaffective Disorder My first episode. Please subscribe to my new YouTube channel, My Mental Health.

A Comfy Pair Of Shoes. Coming back here is slipping back in to your favourite pair of shoes after a long time walking around in uncomfortable ones.

Is There A Future? Adventures Through Bipolar Towards An Uncertain Future. It has, to be fair.

Sunday, 15 April 2012. Because? Actually, I have no reason to be angry, I just am.

Custard Creams, Malted Milks and Chocolate Digestives. So I pretend my way through each day, each interaction.

I cried so much tonight. i cried the tears that have been bottled up for days while i was in that numbed out unreality. I am beginning to thaw and i do not like it. i am afraid that i cannot control this and that i will be swallowed whole by this grief. Everything is becoming more real, more certain. the funeral is on saturday. i have no idea how i am going to get through that.

I am fighting a war,mine just happens to be with life. Leg is healing slowly but surely and piercing disaster.

Me, my life and my mental health. Then just kind of floaty. As I go with the flow. And what I do seems stuck. In a blink of just a second. Lots of time seems to go by.