I cry alone at the toilet around 12 midnight. The next morning, while talking with Yvonne about my inner feeling, my tears drop again. Everything weigh so heavily on my shoulder. All look awfully shocked at my clubbing. I try so hard to drink to dance to forget about everything. Does it help? Yes it does, but only temporary. It seems like a messed fucked up life.

I caught you stalking my blog. Thursday, 4 November 2010. Sunday, 19 September 2010. How much do you know about me? Wednesday, 8 September 2010. Everything seem so fast, maybe too fast. people keep telling me its over stop thinking. How many could actually truly understand the feeling? How much i miss her, how many things i wanna tell her. I still cry secretly at night. It just hurt so much.

A simple collection of every little thing, piece them together and you will be able to see what life is all about. There was an error in this gadget. Wednesday, April 07, 2010. Parents are hard to forget. Dad and Mom went over to Hong Kong last Saturday. Since parents are not in Singapore. My brother will be cooking. I really miss them! 마지막 토요일 엄마 와 아빠 홍콩에 갔어요.