Friday, 18 June 2010. Pottery, cream tea and a walk through the park. Yes, it is a tad uneven. But it was made in my first session and entirely freehand without planning or templates or anything. If I were to make another I would make a template to get it all even and perfect.

Tuesday, September 19, 2017. Remembering Rich Mullins 20 Years Later. I worked with the soundtrack of Rich Mullins behind me today. Not unusual, I often play his music. But today, as I listened through every song Rich gave us, I felt the weight of the music. I was struck by the history of who I was 20 years ago and the reality of who I am now all contained in those songs.

Sunday, February 27, 2011. I started this as a reply to a comment on my last post and decided I may as well convert it to a post. I have not been able to use the eye tracking bar because my eyes are so dry that I have to blink a lot. I am using sound instead - the earphones are loose so I hear extraneous noises.

Diams; July 17, 2013. This content is password protected. Diams; July 12, 2013. This content is password protected. Diams; March 1, 2013. This content is password protected.

Saturday, April 11, 2015. My dad was my playmate. There is a big difference. Monday, February 16, 2015. Running, and Running, and Just Running. My alters, my Colors, are more calm, more quiet.

Outside relationships are nothing like the unconditional regard of therapy. So, I have been thinking a lot about; How to find the appropriate friend or friends? I did a lot of research and decided to take the leap of faith and just lay it all out there. T was surprised and complimented me on the thoroughness of my research. She offered up additional reading and said she really misread my initial cue around the subject.

Working on putting the pieces back together. I lash out to test the people around me. I do all the dysfu.

I can assure they do not. The white-and-fluffy one is most put out that the garden is now a no-go area being, as verily it is, drowned under a phumf of the snow that deposited itself last night. She is most royally displeased. And we, her loyal subjects are being subjected to all sorts of claws and snarls and squeaks of rancour.

This blog is dedicated to my fears and struggles and pain. Sunday, May 27, 2012. Since long silences can be a bit ominous on blogs like this, I wanted to update anyone who might still be reading. But there was a turning point when I met a really wonderful woman and started a relationship with her. Sunday, July 31, 2011.