I am stressed out and a emotional wreck on the inside. I need to put my mind at ease. I had everything planed and now those plans maybe ruined. Ahh I hope we can ttc to have another baby next year. I have major baby fever. A brick in the road.

Community, Connection, and Counternarrative. I wanted to take a moment and thank my readers, and in particular those of you who have commented with words of encouragement and care. I came to blogging to put words out, but I have received so much in return and I am so grateful for this community. Speaking of my partner, the number one thing that brings me joy lately is my family. This lady brings me joy.