Friday, March 26, 2010. Thursday, March 25, 2010. Except for the above, I would say that bedtime and naps have been going really quite well, except for the whole Traffic Game. Problem, which means I can never ever say that. I love her dearly but she will neve.

Two uteri, two mamas pregnant, AGAIN, with baby number two. So thank you for the help the other day. it prevented me from doing a lot of very unnecessary lecturing. LittleO loves kitties so much that i cannot show her any books with kitties in them at the library or bookstore because she SCREAMS at them and shrieks at the top of her lungs and people do not think it is cute. oh and she has no teeth. lets see, what else can i say? April 14, 2009.

In January of 2005, my son C. These are the 8 million pieces of my life, as I pick them up,one by one. And now, featuring the addition of our second beautiful child, BB and his lovely sister E. Saturday, October 02, 2010. Well, friends, I suppose it is time to acknowledge what is happening here. Or should I say, what is not happening here. Then I started to write here, and I made a place for me.

Yes, I would like some cheese to go with my whine! Wednesday, January 30, 2013. Thursday, January 12, 2012. Thursday, February 18, 2010. When did she meet me? Wednesday, February 17, 2010. Who needs capital letters or punctuation i dont know do you. Thursday, September 03, 2009. In the wee hours of.

Somewhere to talk about the feelings of having lost my child, my babies. Monday, May 20, 2013. Monday, April 08, 2013. Sunday, December 02, 2012. Saturday, December 01, 2012. Another year has passed and Ive survived my better half for four years now. Sometimes I still wonder if I can make it through another day. She sends me a beautiful bouquet every year. Thank you S! She would have been twelve.

I keep posting posts like this, where I apologize for not posting and blah blah blah. But hopefully this is going to change, because I AM DONE WITH MY DISSERTATION. I only need to go to campus next week to get signatures from the appropriate individuals, and turn all the right stuff in to the library. You can call me Dr.

Tuesday, 20 August 2013. Monday, 10 September 2012. Your Birthday was kinder to me than the anniversary of your death. Your little sister was incredible and showed me new ways to pay tribute to you. She insisted we buy you a present, a carved rock to put with your rose, and she had me make you Birthday buns. None of these things I would have done without her. Thursday, 6 September 2012. The weather is just like it was when he died. Autumn is definitely in .

Trying to have a baby that lives. We have two incredible kids. A year ago, we decided to have one more. Is that too much to ask? Only time will tell. Tuesday, October 23, 2007. Thursday, September 13, 2007. This is where the truest thing ever said about parenting comes into play.

Do not judge by mere appearances; for the light laughter that bubbles on the lip often mantles over the depths of sadness, and the serious look may be the sober veil that covers a divine peace and joy. Tuesday, August 3, 2010. It is making me write here. it is bringing me back to this space. It is beginning to be more about her than it was about me.