Dear Tina, Trust That They Suck. The facility with which psychopaths and narcissists lie, the facade they produce to fool people initially plus the cruelty they are capable of, all add up to a level of unpredictability that can be crazy making for their victims. And the cruelty and nastiness is not something you can understand either. How can someone be so cold and callous to others? How can they do that and live with themselves? And just when you t.

Sunday, January 15, 2012. Can you see me? I am aware of the many ways that I could be discovered in writing this. I wish that I could come out of this closet and pronounce who I am. The truth is, I am paranoid at being discovered. What does that mean? Is it irrational to think he could use this to harm me? What am I doing, anyway? Sometimes, I think I am tempting fate, asking him to notice. Other times, I think I am rebelling, daring him to acknowledge these things that I write.

In particular, my recent realisation that I am a pro-social sociopath.

Today was a beautiful day in Raleigh and I decided I would go for a little hike and maybe read a new book. Around lunch time, I headed to the local nature preserve to get a little fresh air. As I pulled into the parking lot I noticed that it was virtually empty. I walked down one of the trails to the lake where I found the perfect spot to sit and read. It was a very quiet day. Not many people in the park. The birds were chirping, the wind was blowing and it smelled of spring. So you see, .

DeTROLLING my Roller Coaster Ride thru Hell. What Does It Say About Me that I Fell for the Narcissist and His Lies? August 13, 2016. I met mine on an online dating site. His name was spelled different.