January 22, 2012 by buffalopine. December 20, 2011 by buffalopine. I have only been able to pen part of these words today. Tears have fallen,at the words I hear writing themselves out in my heart,now. Unable to bring myself to utter them yet. 8220;All vast expanses of the heavens. And the tears God cried.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010. Tuesday, November 30, 2010. PS The squarespace site is slowly being built back. Friday, November 19, 2010.

List of All Articles on Discussing Dissociation Blog. Thoughts from a DID Systems Specialist. Family Members of Trauma Survivors.

Sunday, 10 April 2016. Therapy, dissociation, progress, lack of progress. Another thing I use to try and help sometimes is smelling salts.

The Life You Save May Be Your Own. DID, knitting, sci-fi, and strong opinions. I was browsing the surplus store in town for art supplies, and this is what I came across, in between crayons and garden hoses.

I see you, but no one else can. I hear you, but no one else will. Tuesday, July 9, 2013. I love you, always. I hope one day I will see you again. Tuesday, February 12, 2013. November Used to be Happy. Sunday, November 25, 2012.

Thoughts on Healing from a Trauma Survivor. Sometimes, I feel I move a little slower than others in some things. Sometimes, I feel a little bit paranoid and out of sorts.

Monday, September 13, 2010. Saturday, September 11, 2010. I want your voice to wrap around my mind, so all of the bad voices in my head will disappear. Friday, September 10, 2010. I could not swallow we.

In the Eyes of My Storm. Clumsily articulating chaos and confusion. When people begin to discuss events of the past that I was part of, I often nod my head, feigning remembrance. I am jealous of their memories. What do I connect to? If not people or events, accomplishments or milestones? What experiences in my life can I recall with emotion other than the pain and the suffering of abuse and trauma? October 17, 2012. I can remember six .