Exploits, adventures, and tragedies of an ordinary woman. I look beyond the horizon of my soul, searching. For connection in the vast wasteland of my being. Restlessness, agitation rule my waking time. Dreams, insomnia tick away the hours until dawn. The tears come suddenly, frequently. They anger me, these unbidden rivulets. I have no right to wallow and complain. I did not lose my hair.

Who owns this blog? Thursday, June 1, 2017. On my last visit to Dr. G, she reduced my dosage of Lamotrigine further. From 100mg, I am now taking 50mg a day until all my Lamotrigine tablets are consumed. I am still taking 150mg of Quetiapine and 15mg of Escitalopram. On my next visit, our goal is to reduce my dosage of Quetiapine if I continue to do better. And then, something bad happens. The universe throws me .

Friday, June 25, 2010. Jingle is back with beautiful awards. Friday, June 25, 2010. Monday, June 14, 2010. The award above is from Trisha, a sweet friend who possesses an immense poetry talent , visit her blog here. Monday, June 14, 2010.

With great uncertainty, I do not know why at this time of day I am feeling this surge of lament and regret, of losing what really is not lost at all, and having a staredown with the bed, when I should be sleeping and getting ready for the next day. And in the face of this helplessness, we wish you a spate of abundance the Lord will surely provide you.