Coming home every time gets harder and harder! I miss it already! Regardless though, the trip was productive. We had gone with the aim of looking at certain plots and purchasing one. But, whilst there we also went to look at some land my father already owns. And discovered that the plot is pretty perfect already! She did also give it to me straight though. Building with straw in Cyprus will be a challenge .

At least with ivf they normally give you other hormones so that your body is in some kind of rhythm but my body is stuck in the menopause. My own hormones temporarily turned off. I told her all about my horrendous heavy period and how I was surprised there was any blood in my body let alone my womb. I thought I was .