Saturday, January 15, 2011. I have my 1st love. I have my 1st love and i love her very much. we had been 3 years now and i wan to say something to her. But to me it feels as long as million years. I miss you to the point I am loosing all sanity,. There has to be an end to all this calamity. I think of you every second and every breath,. For you I would stare even into the face of death. To kiss your lips is to taste the sweetness of love,.

Just another lonely girl taking her frustrations out through poetry and prose. He said pulling me in. Dusting my face with his fingers. Until our lips began to ballroom dance. And my throat closed up. And my heart bled slowly. Beating, which I could hear. Until I was finally able to find my words. If Only I were a.

Musings of an expat grad student. Monday, June 05, 2006. For giving me the impetus to post it.

Monday, June 28, 2010. I Wish You Loved Me. Do you think about me,. And what we had? Do you miss us hanging out,. And everything we talked about? All the times we spent together,. Everyday of that summer,. Are still on my mind,. I think about you all the time. Do I ever cross your mind? Do you ever wish you were mine? What more can I do,. To let you know I still love you? Cant you see,. When you look at me,. All the feelings I have for you? I will never let them go.