Some dope for athletic greatness; I dope for a baby! Skip to primary content. Last Monday we were dealt the nasty blow of a negative pregnancy test and a second failed IVF.

Where your pants and your dignity are absent. There will be no children of my own for me. Its the best I can do. To find resolution to old family issues. To find solutions, to find peace. So to anyone that might read this, I wish you a happy mothers day. To know that mothers come in all forms and love does as well. Big love to all of you. Saying Goodbye to the Circus. This most recent series .

Faith, Family, Fertility. March 12, 2014 in TTC. I am as glad that I stopped as I am that we tried. I will go forward without regrets. March 20, 2013 in TTC. On March 6th Resolve- The National Infertility Association posted a question on Facebook- Is it possible to be an infertility survivor? My only reason for saying this is that I did it. But that is who I am- I survive. When I get knocked down I get back up again. Can you survive infertility? March 19, 2013 in TTC.

My Successful Journey Through Infertility and Life as a New Mom. Somehow, the dates in.

I have had a few of those nights recently where things escalate and the bad voices in your head take over any logical brain activity.

Saturday, September 13, 2014. I had to walk 100 steps, stop and take a picture of wherever I ended up. I went downtown to take these pics. Sunday, August 31, 2014. I feel grief in the light too but it seems to be a different sid.

I am so at a loss on how to move forward. I dont know why this path was chosen for me. Why not me this time? What did I do wrong? Why did I not deserve this? Why have I not been chosen for this gift? What have I done that is so bad to not deserve this? Why do I have to feel this pain? CD5- Cycle Day 5 and Baseline Appt! Here is a.