Grieving the loss of our stillborn son. Walking through the house claiming rooms. Touching this, touching that. Standing on tiptoes to see over. Crouching down to peer under. Your chubby legs, in shorts for the summer, lengthening. Able to climb onto the sofa without a stool, then onto the bed. Sitting at the table sometimes instead of your high chair. There are still a h.

Learning how to be a mother to a Star and a Rainbow. How to Journal Through Grief. Friday, July 3, 2015. My trip for Mike was as close as I could get it to the trip we took when he proposed. I stayed in the same Bed and Breakfast and we went to the Floridian for dinner. Granted, we always go to the Floridian, but whatever. Augustine is full of ghosts, including mine. Monday, June 15, 2015. What Do I Say? You may or may not have seen this.

The loveliest and the saddest landscape in the world. Up until we work out how to transfer the money. there is a possibility that i will get to see Sadie and Girl Wonder in person, as well. so much love to all of you 3 3 3. This entry was posted in little sun. Once again, thank you! Click here to help Sadie and Girl Wonder! First of.

Could it bring me back you? Posted by lilac wine. Asymp; Leave a comment. Today, I dedicated my dissertation to you, my little love. I wrote your name and your stillbirthday on the first page as I prepared the document for filing. Today, you are in my mind as your little sister grows in my belly. I hope, pray, beg that she makes it, missing you all the same.