No longer seeing the world through vodka colored glasses. Sobriety has me struggling at the moment. Funny how you can be sailing along on calm waters and suddenly you find yourself in the middle of a storm. Everything in my life is in order. I have two healthy smart daughters, food on the table, bills paid and only my mortgage as debt.

I posted almost exactly a year ago about having to go to a black tie do. And being really nervous about it. I was worried about how I would manage, what I would drink, what people would say, and, crucially, how I would manage to hit the dance floor sober. Not getting bored off that one.

Trying to quit drinking for the last time. November 14, 2014, Friday. I guess I got complacent. Thanks for all the supportive comments yesterday. This entry was posted in Uncategorized. I thought it would be easier than this. This entry was posted in Uncategorized. Day 81, the beat goes on. November 12, 2014, Wednesday. This entry was posted in Uncategorized.

Sorry to sound bossy there. Other than that, hello! Happy July to you all! Wine can be lovely.

Seeing the world through sober eyes. From The Sober Garden xx. Signing off, with gratitude,. 8221; I love her. I think my stoop and.

Now, where was I? What a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive. Why I used to fail. Who I want to be. What is working for me. An unexpected change of pattern. Feelings are Temporary, Triggers are all around, but living is the thing. Making some changes, my marathon in small sprints. Now, where was I? Becaus.

So my life crazy busy! I have not found time to sit and write. like a hamster on a wheel. I hope you are all doing amazing! I just celebrated my 37th bday.