Sunday, September 4, 2011. You, me and Him. She was walking with him. He was holding her close. And she was smiling again. She was laughing with him. He slowly kissed her nose. And I was smiling in pain. She was dreaming with him. And I was being mocked. He gave her a rose. And I kept smiling in vain. She was happy with him. And that feeling really sucked. How I wish I still was. The love who boarded her train. I had nothing against him. Am I in love? .

Which is better God only knows. You know the worst thing about trust? Losing it for someone. You will have 99 problems and only 2 could actually be true, but the rest, ridiculously spun fairly tales will still erk you. All roads leading to your inevitable madness from erking too much. But then again, maybe your subconscious is more rational than you are, maybe you should remember what happened? June 8, 2014.