I thought some of you might like to hear it and maybe appreciate the message. I know! We are yet again in that twilight zone purgatory known as the 2WW. You all know it well! So, defying ev.

So far my squares for 1st IVF, multiple IVFs, 1st FET, an HSC, BFNs, BFPs and miscarriages are filled, but now I can fill in my chemical pregnancy square, too.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010. I have been a very, very bad blogger. My apologies to anyone who is still out there attempting to read me. Once again, my wife and I find ourselves at a crossroads of sort in this crazy land of infertility. Our first real vacation in a very long time. It was equally amazing not to have to think about early morning appointments, late night injections, IUIs and more.

Life and Love in the Petri Dish. Two starcrossed lovers in search of a poopy diaper. Join us on our adventures through IVF, recurrent miscarriage, and finally. life on the other side as parents. Tuesday, March 8, 2016. Donor egg update - ups and downs. We found a donor we really liked, and who looks a lot like me at one of the frozen egg banks. We were matched with her and set to get a cohort of 11 eggs.

8230;and like a good old garden grub have morphed into a whole new butterfly. The pushing was going nowhere. The blood transfusion form comes in for signing and there is relief that we are moving towards a solution, but hello? Did they really just arrive? .

I have had a few of those nights recently where things escalate and the bad voices in your head take over any logical brain activity.

And I found out I was already 3 months pregnant. I was stunned, shocked, and appalled. It felt like I was kicked in the gut and had my heart ripped from me.