A journey of recovery from everything. Living in recovery is a luxury, I know that it is unhealthy to live in resentment, I know that chasing money, property and prestige will not create lasting happiness. Soon after I do some work on my spiritual well-being I am back to my carefree self. I know that I am okay, life is good. I have many things to be grateful for. Reliance on Mentors in Recovery.

A blog for atheists in recovery. Relapse, return and heartbreak. I stopped posting here around May last year, which is approximately when my relapse process began. I did not immediately return to the horribly destructive behaviors which nearly killed me last time around. It actually took about 3 more months before I started to really use the way I was before. The beginning of the relapse though, was certainly the reason I stopped posting to this blog. I decided to do it after she used a.

My first true honest account to anyone but the court system. Your done for bitch! 8221; I nodded, still frozen in place. I watched the anger sweep over his face, displacing his concern. The dawn begins to break. Sex The good, the bad, and the scary.

The Wreckage of the Past Haunts Us in Sobriety. While we were actively drinking and using we wrecked everything, often without even knowing it. This wreckage is often very noticeable.

To go on not to go. But I was just informed by powers being that I need to attend meetings. It has been three years and since I am being monitored, I am sober. There are also online meetings which would be convenient since arranging childcare is difficult and costly. As I have mentioned before, I find it difficult to subscribe to the ideology of God, higher power, and such.