My dirty, despicable, horrible affair. Once again, thank you to everyone who has read posts here and shared comments on their experiences. I appreciate comments that are both positive and negative. 6 NEVER, NEVER, NEVER, NEV.

Guess what? I waited longer than they waited.

I saw the other guy twice last week at work. It made me sad to see him, but it was fine. My husband had written and read a very beautiful eulogy for his uncle. A shot across my bows.

My darker thoughts on an open and rollercoaster marriage. I have been a long time gone and writing this post was a spontaneous decision helped along by a quiet house. And he was moved out.

My father and i go fishing sometimes. In the cool of the day by the whispering pines. And time just seems to stand still.

Know I do not believe that what goes around comes around at all. If that was the case I would be having a pretty wonderful time right now after everything I have been through. I know some bad characters who have all the luck in the world. It made me feel better to know he paid a little for his actiond to me and gave me back some self esteem. If that is to be believed.

So, at the age of 48 I became a statistic.

Well I guess there is no final bow for this blogger. All that kid yourself bullshit! And yeah it is bullshit too.

Hi All, I am back on here for a moment actually to see how it was I managed to live thru hell and write about and think I had my wits about me? Life is too short.

August 13, 2012 in Uncategorized. Its been nearly two and a half years from D-Day, with TT all the way. Two years from finding out it continued behind my back for some time. And I still hear over and over the empty promises that she will do the things we have talked about. Well she is on her way. February 26, 2012 in Wife. So I wonder why she didn.