New BFD Page on Facebook. For current updates and discussion, please Like the new Big Fat Deal Facebook page. The old group, BFDivas and BFDudes, is being retired. I hope everyone out there is doing awesome, and happy new year! Posted by mo pie.

I was difficult to reach but you picked me -a fine frenzy. I walk these shores,. For sea glass and shells. Rushing, faster and closer. Soaking my feet reminding me. Run in, run out.

Before God and with God we live without God. In Colorado knocked me off my rocker, and shaped the rest of the day. I would not otherwise have read. Built a shrine in my room. Schooled myself in a game of soccer. One of my favorite soccer goal-scoring memories lives just up the road from the theater. This week I am reminded anew of the terror intertwined with such shimmering, ephem.

8230; the tears of God. In My So Called Life. The first tiny sliver of the crescent moon,. A sign that the dark night is over. But like most things, darkness has a cycle,. The dark night will come again. But maybe when it does,. There will be a lamp to light my way,. Someone to hold me through the night,. Keeping me warm with whispered promises. To stay until the end. And maybe this time, they will. In My Life - the Musical.

I want to stop starting over; stop feeling like I am in a rebuilding stage in my life and all that was done before is lost and now I need to begin again. Life is not a series of stop and starts; it is never static. Even when we feel that something has come to an end, life has not ended. It is this limited view that keeps feeling li.