If you only knew, a tribute to EMS. If you only knew the things that I have seen. All the tears that have dripped down my face as I worked what I was sure would be my last call, only to be wiped away by sweaty gloved hands. In this game, there is no time for tears. If you only knew the sensation of being jolted awake, at 3am, time and time again. Until sleep no longer feels necessary to survive and your body, your mind, becomes numb. I am so tired of being numb.

8230;life, love, and the the pursuit of the perfect embryo. As hard as it is to write this, I wanted to share an update. I cannot help but be wary.

My account of pregnancy and loss from the wrong side of the statistics. It was music to my ears! July 19, 2015. So how is the bump? Quite noticeabl.

Tales of a girl and her dog.

If I was in the room, you wanted me.

Sharing my experience of recurrent miscarriage and infertility. Today, a very close friend at work announced her pregnancy and she is only a couple of weeks behind me.

26 weeks 3 days,. Finding out that my best friend is pregnant and is due next month! You are probably wondering why I am only just finding out, if she is my best friend I should have known from the beginning right? Well, let me explain why I only just found out. So she is a busy lady.

Attempting to conceive our rainbow, rainbow baby. Stuff I wish I knew earlier. Just a quick little update from me. Yesterday was 9 weeks and all seems to be going well. So it turns out that I was using the wrong format to estimate my dates. 5 weeks 6 days and high HCG.

A very late post at 27 weeks! August 18, 2015 4 Comments. Firstly, I feel like I must apologise for the sheer length of time it has taken to write. April 21, 2015 8 Comments.

The last two months have been a crazy experience. But for every tough moment there were ten amazing ones. One of the highlights of my whole trip would definitely be the Harry Potter St.