Life with newborns is exhaustingly awesome and occurs at a blink of an eye.

A Two-Woman Journey Through Infertility To Motherhood. I went into labor last night. We are having babies today! August 14, 2015. My get the fuck out pose! How I really feel.

Journaling my journey through infertility and IVF. I have been blessed with the most perfect boy and am so excited to say that my cousin, who you might remember was also going through all of this sorrow, finally is about to adopt a baby-to-be within the next month or so! Please send positive energy her way for a happy, healthy, sticky pregnancy! I would like.

I made my home here with women facing the same struggles, but now I am worried you will all resent me. Do you feel anger that I am pregnant? God is SO Faithful.

Sunday, July 26, 2015. There are many things I never thought I would experience in my life. For a long time, pregnancy was one of them. Well as I wrestled with these notions, life plopped a big old dose of inspiration in front of me. in the form of a rather large orange jug. I deal with nausea and the like. All the pregnant ladies are doing it. Each time I do this.

Wednesday, July 22, 2015. We had our anatomy scan - I am 21 weeks pregnant - today. We found out that we are having a baby boy, and even more importantly, everything looks normal and healthy. I think I was holding my breath through the entire scan, just waiting to make sure that everything was okay. I just feel so blessed. I keep reminding myself how .

Both beans were alive and well at my ultrasound yesterday. It was very sweet of her to return a sense of agency to me in this whole process, and again reinforced why I love that clinic so much. The other piece of not so good news is that there .

My journey from pregnancy, through missed miscarriage and beyond.

Sunday, December 14, 2014. BFN this morning on two different tests. Saturday, December 13, 2014. Today is 9sp3dt and I decided to throw caution to the wind and POAS. It was 0230 am and seeing nothing but stark white blankness I tossed the test aside and went back to bed. Got up to pee and saw it lying there 3.